So I don't know where I have gone so wrong, I give everything to my relationship, I know I am not good enough i've always known that, but I really try. Now it seems im giving space to my girlfriend, I respect that, i don't want to be too much. I may be overbearing but … Continue reading The clock never moves when you watch it.
My life feels upside down at the minute, it's hard to juggle it all with family and my girlfriend. Music seems to be my only outlet to overcome my own issues and fears. I will do anything in my power to make things work, genuinely anything. But right now all i can do is wait, … Continue reading Love and Fear.
It's safe to say this week had been my worst! My poor Nana has been battling cancer and on the 15th of febuary, the day after valentine's she lost that fight. It's been a heartbreaking journey and I'm pretty much crying writing this but I have no other outlet for venting my emotions. My family … Continue reading Where is the laughter?
So i haven't wrote anything since August last year, its January now. I haven't exactly been busy so to speak, i work a lot, i guess i have been busy in a mental sort of way. I don't know. Anyway, what’s happened since August? Erm not much for me, I turned 26, that was good! … Continue reading Another year, same stuff, hopeful future.
So basically I'm shit at starting something like a blog and then commit ring to it, it's now august, last time I was flogging I was talking about a girl I was talking to and how amazing she was. Well, I have well and truly fallen in love with her, I know I said I … Continue reading How is it already august.
I’m not a nasty person, at least that’s what I tell myself, I one hundred percent don’t intend to be nasty. I started writing this piece about 3 days ago, but I was so fucking pissed off I just needed to calm down a little and get my head around other people’s bullshit. So I … Continue reading Get a bloody grip.
I’m a worrier, I am, I know I am, I worry about everything, it’s part of me, I hate it, I love it, it makes me make the right decisions most of the time and I have come to terms with it. I don’t know if it’s because I have some sort of social … Continue reading The art of worrying, i’m the master.